Its only Wed today and i'm feeling like i had been thru a whole week... Its really tiring doing so many things in one go... And especially doing it all alone.... Sometimes i juz wish there's someone by my side... I juz hope everyday tat it'll be her... Its especially harder to concentrate on all the stuff whenever i think of her... I juz miss her to the extend tat i can't do anything at all...
When i'm at work, its juz seems tat i juz can't concentrate partly cause its quite low as not much project going on... When at home, gotta do another job... So almost whole day working.... When studying, I somehow find it the hardest... Maybe last time i juz have her with mi when i'm studying so its difficult for mi to adapt to it without her... I'm trying hard though.... I wonder if i really excel in all, will she really turn ard and look at mi once more?? Do i hav the chance again? EVerynight i go to sleep with her in my mind... I had dreamt of her and mi alot alot of times... Be it something good or something bad... It juz came into my dream everynight...
Tats the only way to see her again... But only in the dream....
Nth is important at all...
Love gone so nth to say about it...
Shes the one for me that i search thru million...
Now, without her in my life, I nid to go thru another million to forget her....
The two lines above are rubbish...
I'm on my own and i'm hold on to my own life.... :D
Cravings
My own life
My own house
My own car
My own kids
My own..... :D
