DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU?

Right and wrong...

Alot of things in life we got to make some important decision.. Sometimes, we're forced to make all these decision against our own will.. I slowly understand tat everyone will expirence the same problems... Making a decision tat's against their own wish.. Doing all these hoping to either minimized hurting, or moving on down the road...

Yesterday, I made the same kind of decision... I realised tat sometimes doing the right thing may not be as simple as it is... DOing the wrong thing is always easier and faster... Tats why we kept on carry out the same mistake done and without changing even though we may already know tat the way we doing was wrong... Ppl might juz ask... "Wats so difficult in doing things the right way?"

Well, Its really hard.. Let mi give some example:

1) If one day, your wife and your child is drowning, who shld we save first? Which is the right choice?

Its hard to choose which is the right way right? this question might not be the best example.. REad the next one..

2) If you see a very poor kid whose without an arm begging for food on the road side for his sick granny and a very rich man walk pass who's so stingy and wun even spare a penny for this poor little kid. You then witnessed the troubled kid with no choice snatch away a $10 note from this man ran after him. Both of them running towards u... Do u help this little kid run away? Or would u catch hold of this kid and hand him to the rich man who rather spend $10 on maybe juz a packet of tissue rather than sparing it to this poor little kid?

For frist ques, If u save ur wife, u gave up ur child who has nv seen enuff of this world. If u save the kid, u gave up the woman u love most and not being able to be with her together forever which u vow during the wedding. Tough decision right?

For second ques, If u let this kid off, he may juz be stealing right now, but he may become a murderer in future without proper education. If u help the man, given his character, u know tat he could juz beat this kid till he die and yet be scott off by paying a large amount of money.

So tell mi, Which is the right way?

There's still lots of example which we encounter and give us trouble choosing which is the right way.... One thing i definately know is tat when u're forced to choose the right or wrong way, no matter if u chose the right or wrong wat, in the end, u'll regret after either way u choose... Starting to imagine tat if u chose the other way will things turn out differently...

So choosing the RIGHT or the WRONG way doesn't really matter... Cause we'll regret it after choosing.. The only thing to consider is tat when chose the path of way, are we able to substain the regret that comes up right after we chosen the path..

I made this kind of a decision yesterday.. I send this Sms to someone "Really thanks for being the person who i love most, being the person who hurts mi most and also being the person whom i'm gonna HATE forever."

CRUDE, CRUEL, IDIOT, BASTARD, PETTY, REVENGEFUL, LOSER, BEAST, ETC... Call mi wat ever u all like.. I dun mind and dun give a damn... Those ard mi know tat no matter how many times i said i give up and how many times i say i HATE her, i wun be able to give her up and i wun be able to HATE her EVEN A LITTLE BIT... If i were to choose, i rather she HATE mi to the core right now, so no matter wa ti do in future, she wun be at all hurt by mi again and again... I know she'll be very very hurt when she see the msg... Maybe it might cause her to think she wasted 3 yrs plus with mi.. But rem this dear, When i sent this msg out, my heart aches much much more than u do now...

This decision will be the most regret decision i made in this life... But i know the outcome of it will only make her recover faster.

2 lines carry on being drawn but without crossing the path of each other anymore.....

fake a smile@9:03 AM

走出束缚，寻找寂静的空旷很容易。只是太多人已不自觉地习惯被束缚。

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