I shld only believe wat my eyes see... If tats wat god wan mi to see den i hav to accept it.... I smsed her yesterday night.... I know by this sms i sent her will really destroyed all the hope of us getting back together.. But it really make no difference as it seems there's no more chance now... I really dun understand the reason for her to choose him over mi... Maybe she was being brainwash... The thing is why couldn't she believe in mi more than she believe in him?? I really lose out... I dun really know how to handle a woman more than he does... I juz think tat maybe one day she might really regret everything... But today i shld not be regretting doing these... I shld juz let go and carry on with my life... WAts important now is my health... Quit smoking and stay healthy is wat i shld be doing now.... As for her, its time to put down and forget all of it now..........
Nth is important at all...
Love gone so nth to say about it...
Shes the one for me that i search thru million...
Now, without her in my life, I nid to go thru another million to forget her....
The two lines above are rubbish...
I'm on my own and i'm hold on to my own life.... :D
Cravings
My own life
My own house
My own car
My own kids
My own..... :D
