I'm really really very tired....
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I couldn't sleep yesterday.... Was watching "Tang Xin Fong BAo" and the story actually make mi go on thinking all night... This character Alfred in the show make mi think of the relationship between mi and her.... The story goes as he was having a very sweet relationship with his gf... But he did something wrong by having another relationship with the best fren of his gf... So the gf found out and they broke off... He started writing this dairy and the title was "Days without her".... Every single day he'll write in the dairy and everything he did when she's not ard him.... In the end, he got in an accident and die... Till he die he dun even know tat his gf had already forgive him... It really keep mi thinking... If one day, when i'm finally not ard, will she be the same as ALfred gf? Finally till the last day of his life den she realised she really love him... But all too late.... Cause we dunno when's our last day of life... I cried... Cause i know i wun be as lucky as him... I smsed her yesterday night... I know no matter wat i do and sms her, its not gonna bring back anything.... This "Yi Han" i will bring it into the coffin with mi when the day i die... I juz wonder, if she still love mi, i hope she wun hav to wait till the last day of my life den she'll realised it... Cause if tat day come, she wun be happy cause it might cause her to regret for realising too late... I juz hope she might as well forget mi... In this way she wun be sad....
I rem alot of things between mi and her last night.... All these memories stay within mi and make mi realised till now how much i still love her... Had dinner with boss and cousin last night... Saw this NOVA 88 Condo show room.... Went in cause my cousin wanna take a look... I was wondering, if i'm still with her, i really wish to discuss with her whether to buy the unit... Cause i really think of marrying her and live with her till the day we're old.... But all too late now... I even had to drop my tears when i typing this post in office now... I'll be strong... No matter the road ahead turn out how tough... I'll be strong and finished it hoping to meet her at the other end....
