To think i even promised myself i'm going to put in real effort into my studies and do well in it... So as to not disappoint my family and also to prove to her i really changed.... But seems like the promised i made means nth at all... I still the same old mi... Spent a few hrs studying but nth seems to go into the mind at ALL.... Am i very useless? Start questioning myself on that... I guess she's right... I'm not the better person at all... Letting all things affect mi... JINMAN... Buck up will u? Dun let others look down on u... Show some results will u? Why are u so useless?
Juz let mi off... Stop pushing mi... Let mi sink... DOwn into the deepest of all... Leaving mi all alone.... Pls.....
Nth is important at all...
Love gone so nth to say about it...
Shes the one for me that i search thru million...
Now, without her in my life, I nid to go thru another million to forget her....
The two lines above are rubbish...
I'm on my own and i'm hold on to my own life.... :D
Cravings
My own life
My own house
My own car
My own kids
My own..... :D
