Regret....
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Today got some lecture by frenz again.... Think thru wat they say, it really might be true.... I was told tat i'm selfish... Since mi and her broke up till now, she's been avoiding mi.... I couldn't stop thinking tat she really din clear all things up and nv clearly break off... But come to think of it... Maybe she herself couldn't think of a reason but juz wanna break up?? But during this period wat did i do? I keep on pestering her for a reason... Couldn't accept the fact and keep on doing stupid things... Making this whole matter so ugly and alot of other ppl whose not involve get to know it... Seemd like i really did alot of things tat turn things so bad.... I shldn't be so selfish as juz to keep on pestering and making things get so ugly...
But, Isn't all too late now? Wat did can't be undone... No matter how regret u be also can't change the fact tat u actually did it... Hurts have been done... Chances has been given but not taken... Help has always been there but din treasure it... So wat i got now is wat i really deserved.... I shldn't blame anyone of anything as the culprit is still mi... I smash all these myself... I shldn't be forgive... Not even forgive by myself...
So eemin... If u read this... I'm hereby say sorry.... Sorry for all these inmature thinggs tat i did... Sorry for all these stuff tat vexed u till even today... Cause in relationship, no ones right and no ones wrong... But when thing got out of control, I'm the one to be blame as for all stuffs and things i made.....
