Insomnia again....
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I having insomnia again.... Dunno how am i gonna go to work tml.... I tried to lie on the bed to sleep... But still can't get to sleep.... I recall alot of things... Suddenly remember the reaction she had when i used to buy her stuff or give her gifts.... She'll jump up and hug mi saying "dear dear, Thank you." and give mi a kiss on my cheek... She is the most adorable at tat time.... When i see her doing tat last time, I really will smile from my heart and happy tat she get so happy.... I really juz love her smile and the way she behave when she's happy.... I really miss it...
Thinking of tat make my tears rolled again... Why din i treasure it tat time? Why din i do as much to not make her hav the determination to leave mi? I have only myself to blame... For not being able to make her feel safe and secure with mi.... Tats why i'm having my punishment suffering alone here now..... But i really juz miss those days.... Now it really make mi hav no reason for mi to stay back in Singapore anymore even though i really can't bear to leave.... One more month or so for mi to decide... But now seems like i got no other choice.... I juz wish to see her smile to mi once more... And i can hug her in my arms once more.... Till the day i die, I juz wanna hav her in my arms.... Tats really my love for her....
