I really hate my own birthday now.... Hate 9th of Feb.... I tot my tears had dried up.... But in the end still.... I Hate everything.... This kind of life... Why do i deserved this? Why she had to give mi this present on my birthday?? Block mi in msn as a birthday gift? Why?? Wat did i do wrong this time? I din pester her anymore... i din call her and sms her non stop anymore... I did my best to suffer alone quietly but still wat i get in the end? Block in msn?? Why? Who did all this to mi? Why muz ppl make her do tat? God.. Do u favour mi as ur child? Do u think its fun to see mi suffering like tat non stop? If not why did u let all these happen on mi? Haven i done enuff?? Haven i proof my love for her?? Why still do this to mi? Are u pushing mi to make the decision of leaving here? U wan mi to go away right??? Why? I juz can't bear to leave her here u know?? I dun wanna leave her side at all... Cause there might be one day, Maybe one day, She feel sad and nid mi to be by her side... I dun wish to miss it... God... Pls do something.... Pls help this poor soul... Poor shild of u...
Nth is important at all...
Love gone so nth to say about it...
Shes the one for me that i search thru million...
Now, without her in my life, I nid to go thru another million to forget her....
The two lines above are rubbish...
I'm on my own and i'm hold on to my own life.... :D
Cravings
My own life
My own house
My own car
My own kids
My own..... :D
