Shld i or shld i not???
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Been thinking alot lately... A new start at a new place? Would it be better? Am i really able to put down everything here and juz start afresh at another place?? Its really a good oppotunity for mi...
Well... My cousin is leaving for US for interview... If she succed in it, then she'll be living there.... I can join her and maybe study there or juz find a stable job over there... in this way, everything will be starting all over.... I really wish to hav a new start and wish to forget everything happened here... But i juz can't let everything go.... Staying here might hav the chance of seeing ehr again... But if i'm going there, i wun be able to...
Also the new person and all my frenz... Would i be able to keep them?? Its really hard to decide... Wat matter most is still her... Its really seems no diff whether i leave or not... Cause after all currently i'm juz like a shadow in the dark... Here or not here doesn't make any difference isn't it???
