Sorry for not being able to let it all go
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我曾经有一段，无论作什么都想永远永远不放开的爱情。很多人都说，往往和你过下半辈子的人，不会是你最深爱的人。我一直不去相信，因为我只想和我一辈子最深爱的那个她，一起生活直到我离开这世界的那一刻。这就是我最想要的。
无论要我用什么，做什么，我都愿意付出任何代价，来换回这一段已经消失的爱情。
This is wat i've been thinking.... Really Missing her even more each day... Tried to give up... Tired to forget by numbing myself with work.... Still till now i juz can't achive anything.... I been going to her hse there and hope i can bump into her cause i miss her alot... Wanna see her... But today, when i actually see her, i run away instead... Why?? Dun i wanna see her??? Isn't tat wat i wan? Cause i still got no courage to see her... Afraid tat she might juz leave after seeeing mi... Afraid of the worst if i see her.... Dear... Why? Why i suddenly become so afraid?? All because i dun wan u to see mi in the stead tat i wish u to come back to mi alot.... I dun wish you to see mi break down in front of u... All these cause i still love u.... Still love you alot alot.... Deeply in my heart.... Rooted there tat i can't even remove it at all.... Sorry for not being able to let it all go....
