Jurong point
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Today same routine as yesterday... Haha... Went bball in the evening and after tat meet xiuling for movie.... I rem promising myself tat i'll only go to jurong point again when i get back with her... Today i went there... Although i din really keep the promise, But i still rem it so i din even walk ard there... I juz went to the theater and leave there after tat.... Watched Ipman today... The show was nice...
Long time since i last watch a movie... The last time was with her too... In fact today watch with xiuling... But yet in my heart i still miss the days when i watching with her... Helping her break the nacho chips into smaller pieces, rem going to toilet before seated for movie... And also sub consiously brought along a jacket cause used to help her hold on to her jacket last time... Scare tat she will feel cold and use to rub her hands for her when she feels cold... Seems like i'm doing everything tat i used to do with her... i still miss her and hope to see her and hear her voice... but i know its impossible now... i dun expect more in fact cause after all we are 2 seperated issue now... But still i feel myself string to her even though she dun feel so anymore....
Smsed her juz now... Juz wanna send her greeting ba... As usual, no reply.... Maybe still haven reach home ba.. Cause parked my car at her hse there juz now... Saw tat she not home yet.... Been wondering wat she doing... Shld be out with fren ba... Can't interfer much also... in no position to do so too.... Yet still can't help thinking and missing her.... All these cause i still love her alot... Really still love her alot... All in my heart now...
