Pointless life....
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The urge to go find her is still there.... Been floating ard in the hse like body without a soul.... I really dunno wat to do and wat can i do.... I still habour the hope of her coming back to my side.... alot of ppl keep telling mi i shld move on and tat she wun come back.... Telling mi not to keep on hurting and make myself suffer more... But all these can't go into my mind.... I still love her.... More and more instead of lesser... Everyday i miss her and wanted to see her but i can't do it.... Why am i suffering here? All these cause i juz love her to much....
Christmas is ard the corner... Still dun know if i can spend the day with her... Most likely not.... But still i hold on to it.... How i wish i could do anything to make her come back....
Dear... Do u still love mi??? Take all these suffering away from mi pls... Only u can make my life complete again.... Now and forever... You'll always be the only one.....
