Heartbroken....
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Pals... If you are reading, pls give mi some ans tat may clear my doubts.... I'm really feeling the most unbearable period of my life.... I really need some advices...
Yesterday night i din manage to sleep again.... Until this morning den i go and sleep.... Din really sleep much also... So wake up and go online... Din see her in msn... So tat means she's not working today.... Called her and found out its oversea tone.... Actually, i dunno who she's with... Can't really be bothered as i wun be able to know also... The whole afternoon i was thinking of going there straight away and i might be able to see her.... Juz like TV drama, she'll be very touched and happy to see mi going all the way there to find her.... But in actual fact, we know tat drama and real life are totally different... If i ever do tat, it'll mean no more of her anymore in my life... When i think of this, I juz can't carry on to go find her....
Yesterday night i was feeling very down... I smsed her telling her... She replied asking mi wat happened... i was so delighted to receive her reply... The tears tat rolling down my cheek stop immediatly... She send another last msg telling mi to take care... Then, i know she juz replying as a normal fren... I felt it at tat moment.... To her, I'm really juz a normal fren le....
Till now, at this moment tat i'm typing this post, i still wish to go there immediatly to see her and enjoy this yr end holiday with her... But all these are juz my wishful thinking.... Juz all my dreams and things tat only happened in TV drama.... It wun appear in real life... Not mine, not yours and not anyone else life....
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December 19, 2008 at 12:40 AM
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December 19, 2008 at 3:10 PM
