Bad dream.....
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Today was boring... Morning went to hospital came back le rot till night time.... Whole day without activity.... Went to play an hour of bball and den but dinner back for mum and myself.... After dinner was feeling tired cause yesterday slept 2 hours only....
Had a very very bad dream... Woke up in tears too.... Still can't hold it... When i woke up, the very first thing i wish to do is to see her face.... I can't hold on anymore so i drive to her void deck.... I dun even know if she's at home.... Sat there staing at her window again... I really hate myself doing this.... She also hate mi doing this.... But, i juz can't help it...
The cold breeze at 4 am in the morning was cold and lonely.... I sat down there doing nth but only with her and our past in my mind and the cold wind blows onto my face sending the chill down all the way to my spinal... An unbearable lonely night....
