Clearification...
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Today i was in fact very sad and angry.... Let start of with angry... Why am i angry is cause juz now i happen to read someone blog which make mi think tat i shld write this post to clearify some matter... I started off this blog due to someone whom i love alot using my whole heart left mi.... I had nv say anything about our seperation in this blog, which cause alot of misunderstanding and rumours on it... Well, i shall clear it all now...
Yes.. Me and my gf broke up... There is indeed someone who came in between us... BUT not a thired party... Juz a normal fren of hers whom i dislike alot and who claim to give her good advice.... We broke up cause of our own problems and quarrels... Although the last quarrel we had involve this person, but all these doesn't mean she is seeing another person.... I trust her... Even if she's seeing another person now, it muz hav happened after our seperation... Pls dun think tat she left mi for another person... All this i can vow with my own life... I believe in her... And i hope frenz of mine and even hers pls.... I hope u all dun misunderstand and judge things with ur assumtion... Ppl claim to see her with another guy... Why can't u look at it as its juz a normal fren of hers?? Or maybe her bro??? Wats wrong with having a meal or maybe juz a chatting with a normal fren?? I know u all care about mi... But still, i hope u all pls dun make any assumtions... Thanks for ur concern...
As for why i'm sad... I think my close fren and her know the reason... I dun wish other ppl will misunderstand anymore.... Cause today i think i had enuff things for my tears to roll down my cheek for sometime... I used bball to numb myself... I fall and injured myself when playing bball... But all these pain is nothing compared to my heartache.... Was having a long chat with Jon, Wan and Dawei at Jon void deck juz now... Talk about alot of things and found out alot of things i shldn't hav done in the past... All these make mi even more guilty of how i treated her and how i handle this mattter when she left mi.... But all are too late... Juz too late.....
对你造成的伤害，深深地在你心里，留下我永远无法抹灭的伤痕。
如果没有机会弥补，就让它烙在你心里，让你永远都记得，我对你这一段刻苦铭心的爱。
