Yr 2009...
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This is the first day of the new yr... Been long since i last post.... Theres reason why i nv post for so loong... Lazy to explan already.... Well... let mi start ff with lastest update ba....
For the past a week or so, i did alot of things... Since having a very very sad and unforgetting christmas in my life, Thing aren't really good for mi... Its been quite sometime since i last sms her... Well... In fact dun even think she read my blog... So might as well juz say all the things here... I've been trying my best to bring us back to before... But obviously, i failed... Dunno how to actually continue doing anymore... But tat "special" day, i finally wrote a letter and told her it'll bbe the last time i bothering her... Well... I'll juz hav to move on and wait patiently if i really wan us back.... Tats the last thing i can do.. If not, it'll juz bring more and more pain and hurt to her.... So i decided to stop her from all unhappiness and let mi alone suffer this lonliness myself... One person suffer is really better than both suffer....
Well, i din even get any sms from her at all... Not even during christmas or new yr... No greeting sms at all.... I dunno... maybe she really dun love mi anymore le ba.... Wat can i do?? hope she cna find her own happiness soon ba... Like tat maybe i will feel better ba... Although it'll be hurting tat i'm not the one standing beside her, juz let mi hide in a corner guarding her ba...
Now i already stop using hp anymore... One way to stop mi from continue smsing her... Well it actually works... At least she wun be bothered by mi anymore.... This yr end has been the worst period of my life.... But, i'll juz hav to go thru it.... Although i still love her alot alot... :)
