Sleepless night again?
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Today did the same thing as yesterday.. Still looking at numbers and counting stuff... Nth much to pdate on work as nv learn any new things today.... Juz revise on wat i did yesterday...
I was missing her the whole day today.... Wanted to sms her since morning and almost everytime when i free.... During lunch time i even took out my phone and type a msg asking whether she had her lunch already and other stuff.... But din hav the courage to send the msg in the end cause afraid tat she might get angry or irritated by it.....
I already din manaage to get to sleep on Sunday night.... And yesterday, I got my isomnia again.... I was actually still awake even at 2 am... I had to wake up at 6 plus and yet i still can't sleep at tat time.... Juz really can't get to sleep... Keep missing and thinking of her always... Even though so, i dun hav to courage to tell her face top face or sms even if i got the chance to do so... I'm really becoming a coward.... Dun even hav the courage to do it.... Hai~ When then can i get back with her??? ALthough i know there's no more chance anymore, But yet i still hope for it.....
