Lost the ray of hope....
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today was still doing the same thing... But i got my com at the end of the day...So tml shall start with a com.... I've been staying up till late recently... The dark rings ard my eyes are so obvious like panda.... Sian... Why can't i juz get to sleep???
The ray of hope is gone.... Without the guide of the ray from the sun, i'm losing all my way... But i hav to be strong and walk in the dark... I know i'll survive.... Went to her hse there to find fren.... Shes not at home till 9 plus... Shld be out ba... Think i shldn't care as much after all.... Its her new life.... I can't interfer.... But, ........................ (dun wish to say. think u all know wat i wanna say)
Birthday ard the corner.... This yr, there wun be celebration... Juz gonna take a day off and maybe go KTV alone ba.... I long wished to sing... Spending my birthday there would be nice... Although alone, but st least theres not one to see mi tearing... So this yr planned to hav a lonely birthday!
