Full moon day...
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Was home almost the whole day... Nth to do and nowhere to go.... Last time, all the weekends will be with her and spending day happily together... Now its totally diff... With only mi alone thru out the weekends and whole day missing her... Dunno if she's the same.... But shld be out ba... she used to say i always got no place to go den stay at home she'll be very very sian.... So i think her weekends now will be more free and enjoyable without mi ba....
How i wish she can be at my side right now... Den i wun hav to be so bored and sian... Which i can only miss her right her without her knowing...
Sent a few msgs to her today... Still no reply until i ask her to remove our photos from her facebook all tat... Cause i dun wish to hav any false hope... She finally reply after so long... First msg after so long.... I was so happy and exciteed when i see the msg was from her number... But, The worst has yet to come.... She actually said something in the msg telling mi tat the facebook account was hers... So she dun wish to removed juz because i say so... And she can't help if i wanna hav the wrong idea.... I was really stab.... Actually i juz wanna her to remove so i wun harbour any hope and pester her which she wish to hav piece of mind.... She actually thinks tat i'm so selfish to actually interfer in wat she wanna put in her facebook and stuff... Where i nv meant to interfer and hav no right to interfer... Juz wanna her to be happy if she wans to hav piece of mind... When i actually ask her to remove the photos, i was even more sad and pain than her... Cause i actually wish the photos will be up there and in her heart forever... Dun blame her for misunderstanding... Maybe i'll fell the same when i'm in her shoe....
The last msg i send her was ard half an hr ago... Cause i saw the moon today... Its was so big and round.... The moonlight was not white also... Abit orange and brown which make it more attractive... its was so romantic if u're actually looking at it with ur love ones.... I wun be having the chance to.... Hope couples out there now are looking at it lovingly....
I feel abit sick today.... Maybe cause i really miss her too much... I haven been taking good care of my body since she left... Dunno wat she doing now... Hope she's happy ba....
走出束缚，寻找寂静的空旷很容易。只是太多人已不自觉地习惯被束缚。(Saw this sentence in one webby.. Think its meaningful.. My feeling now....)
