Crying non-stop....
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Tried my luck today at her void deck again.... I dunno why i have been doing this... maybe i really juz wish to see her... Even a glance... But, after my work, i wun be able to reach there on time to steal a glance at her... So can only wait under her block to see if she might come out or may come home late... I dun even know if she's at home... juz can try my luck... Well, my luck hasn't always been good... So u can guess tat till now i dun even manage to see her once...
i send her a msg juz now... Maybe i'm really too selfish tat i din even consider her feelings at all... Juz care only about my feelings and wish ehr to come back to mi... 3 months... For 3 months i've been adding pressure and stress to her.... Think tat really is my mistake... I shld have been patient...
I can say i love her deeply... So deeply tat i really can't forget her in this whole life.... I wun be able to find another woman tat i can love so much... But, this love of mine is so deeply tat it become deadly to her.... I wish very much to be able to take care and love her again... If theres one day tat i can do tat, I wun let it slip by again... Wun let it ended up like this again... I promised myself tat if theres this day tat come again, i'll nv make her cry anymore, wun make her hurt anymore... Juz only smile on her face everyday and every single minute....
All these are yet to be process until i finally hav the chance to take care and love her again... Again in future....
Dear.... I simply juz love to so much and simply juz can't take u out of my heart and mind at all.... I juz wanna shout out loud teling everyone and promised everyone tat the woman i love most in this whole world is YOU! ONG EEMIN!!!
