I was told of a news tat i really dunno if i'm happy or sad.... Sometimes i'll really wonder shld i really be so selfish.... I was told tat she had a very enjoyable weekend... For wat ever reason i dunno and i really dun wish to find out cause i'm afraid tat things will mess up again... I kept on asking myself this ques, "she found someone she love? Is this a good guy? Will he bully her? Will he treat her juz like a princess? Will he make her sad and cry?" You know, Its really awful to actually aask myself all these.... I'm really glad she is felling happy... I'm serious... I'm really contend to hear tat she find someone she love and she feel really happy about it.... But in fact, deep inside mi, this pain like stab my heart again and again non stop is really killing mi... I cried, I yell and i juz stand in the rain.... I really dunno if the sky is crying together with mi..... Its really hard to let go... I can only juz keep in deep in my heart... But this is really nv ending.... Eemin, do u know i'm always right her waiting? No i guess.... But other than saying congrates and wishing you happy forever, i really dunno wat else more to say.... Cause everything is already to this part tat nothing else is gonna bring us back together... Congrates.... Congrates in finding him... i really feel very very happy for u.... But, i can only cry and yell out in the rain for myself.... This self tat would nv ever be feeling like living anymore..... Congrates....
Nth is important at all...
Love gone so nth to say about it...
Shes the one for me that i search thru million...
Now, without her in my life, I nid to go thru another million to forget her....
The two lines above are rubbish...
I'm on my own and i'm hold on to my own life.... :D
Cravings
My own life
My own house
My own car
My own kids
My own..... :D
