Love? Like? Or juz a fantasy?
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Very confused... Dunno wats happening and dunno wats going on... Been thinking and trying to fiigure it out but to no avail.... Here it goes...
I actually got attracted to a person... I really dunno its really tat i like her? or was it juz tat she resemble tat someone... There's really alot alot of similarities in both of them... Sometimes i even get confused tat are they actually the same person... Of course the fact is they are really 2 different person... I tried and tried to figure out my own feeling but yet still i dunno wats the true feeling i hav for this person.... I'm really afraid... Afraid of dunno if i might really take her as a replacement or its really true feelings.... I'm afraid of getting hurt once again and also afraid of hurting someone else... But all these are still early... We still hardly know each other... I might get to know more about her sooner or later but not now at the moment when i dun even know wats my true feelings... And ya.. She's still in a relationship.... All theses are juz too early for a conclusion.... We'll juz walkk and step at a time....
Lastly, its still true tat i haven put her down at all... I still miss her lots and thinking of her as often as before.... Hopefully, this strange feeling i having right now may turn out well and even though it might juz be a replacement of her... But i may be able to let the past go and she might be happy to see mi doing tat...
