Last working day....
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Today is my last working day!!!! Went to check out my off day and found out tat i still hav 4 days to clear.... So officially, until the day i collect my IC, i'm free from camp.... Damn happpy man....
Although no nid to go back camp, still feel sian cause it means i've more days where i got nth to do.... If she nv leave mi, den i dun think i'll feel so sian ba... At least got her company.... juz now went to west coast to find Jon and frenz... They were all studying and only mi got nth to do.... But, staying at home i also nth to do... So doesn't make any diff.... After tat i went to prawning with my other fren.... So fun... cause my fren buy 3 hrs and i got a freee rod with paying 6 dollars more.... But i caught a prawn with tag and got 5 dollars back!!! So lucky of mi right??? After all its fun... At least for tat time i was enjoying myself... And not kept thinking of her....
Till now i still very very in pain... I still miss her alot and wanted to sms her telling her how much i miss her... How much i wan her to be back... But, i've promised myself not to pester her anymore.... So i muz be strong and keep my promise.... I din use to keep my promise as much tats why it led to this situation... I wun wan to let it happen again....
In fact, today i send a msg to her... I actually wanted to send to Jon and in the end i key her number and send... but she din react as well... So i guess she can't be bothered..... Dear... Sorry to still call u tat.... I really miss u allot... I'm really trying my best not to sms u and pester you.... But the feeling of missing and yet i can't tell u is really unbearable.... I'll still try to stop myself... But still i wun stop loving you and miss you.....
