Msn Chat....
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Had this chat with my cousin, Shan, yesterday night... Was surprised tat at this point of time, there's still someone who actually tell mi to hold on.... Actually all along i nv intend to give up on her... I'll still wait... After wat my cousin said, it makes mi more determind on wat to do.... Think mi and shan are the same kind of ppl... Those who go all out even to get hurt...
Juz had a msn chat with her.... Now den i know all things i do are useless... Its not tat she is so heartless tat she dun give a damn... In fact, from the conversation, to mi i feel the love she had for mi... I seems to sense some love... But its a totally diff love from the past... Its a love tats been give up....
Why do i mean? Simply put it in this way, I sense tat she still love mi. Maybe not as much as the past, but there's at least still love there.... But this love wun blossom cause I did too much to kill it... This blog i create to post my feeling become a deadly reason tat end everything.... The entries i posted, the ppl i commented on, the things i spit out... All these are my feeling, but to her.... Its stabbed her yet again and again....Causing her to hurt more to an extend tat i dun even imagine....
I really regret alot of things i did... Cause it all juz make everything uglier.... Make thing worse... Wat can i do more to bring things back? I've got no more courage to do anything more.......
wanwan, at
December 3, 2008 at 11:34 PM
