I hate everything... I had my life... If I could I wish I'll juz leave this world juz like tat... Why am I suffering here right now? I shld hav a wonderful and happy life.. Everything juz gone like tat without mi realizing wat wrong I did... Promised myself tat I'll get back on my feet... I really din know tat it's really so fucking hard and difficult to attain... Am I wrong to even make tat first move I made back then? Why can't she forgive mi? Why can't i even forgive myself? My world is in a big mess right now... I really dunno how to change it... The heartache juz wun stop even for a second... I miss my life... I wished everything could juz be back... Back to the time when I really used to be living wat I call LIFE....
Nth is important at all...
Love gone so nth to say about it...
Shes the one for me that i search thru million...
Now, without her in my life, I nid to go thru another million to forget her....
The two lines above are rubbish...
I'm on my own and i'm hold on to my own life.... :D
Cravings
My own life
My own house
My own car
My own kids
My own..... :D
