Dunno where to start.... For the starting of the week, I've been so depressed... Dunno wats really going on...
Thursday was a really day of hell for mi.... Early in the morning, i had a accident... Knocking into a cab due to some inconsiderate driver... This accident really cost mi alot.... Agree with the cabby to pay him an amount but yet he called in the afternoon to ask for more... My own car was in bad shape too... in the end... Everything was still settled.. But when i reach home in the evening, was chatting with my sis and mum, and all about my elder sis.... Alot of things happened and alot of things to worry about.... The worst has yet to come... And at 9.38pm, i got the worst nightmare of my life... I received this msg from a person whom i nv expect and the content was, i shld say "destructive"...
Wats going on with this fucking world? Am i really tat irritating and so in significant to this world? Why is it tat everything is forcing mi to juz leave this world? A fucker, A nuisance... Wat hav i really done to deserve to be called that? And especially by someone whom i love so much... My heart's really dead...
Nth is important at all...
Love gone so nth to say about it...
Shes the one for me that i search thru million...
Now, without her in my life, I nid to go thru another million to forget her....
The two lines above are rubbish...
I'm on my own and i'm hold on to my own life.... :D
Cravings
My own life
My own house
My own car
My own kids
My own..... :D
