Really very stress out....
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I really haing alot of stress recently.... Stress with work, studies, future and now family... Sometimes i reall dunno wats going on with my life... i juz nid someone to be there to listen to all my sorrows and pain.... I used to hav someone who'll listen and hugged mi when i really feel down.... Since yesterday when the lost i made in company till today when my parents keep quarrelling from the moment i reach home.... I really juz wanna get out of all these... I missed the time when she still will hugged mi and tell mi not to think too much about it... At that point, she was the drive tat makes mi go on and on.... Not without her, i'm lost and whenever i feel low and down... I really hav to keep everything in my heart and swallow all these pain and sorrow down to my heart.... I juz keep on thinking tat one day she might juz really come back and give mi the support she used to give mi... The care care she used to give mi.... But all these i can only dream of it everynight.... I'm really lost between dreams and reality now... I dunno wats real and wats fake... I hav to swallow my tears back down and not to let anyone notice it... Cause i'm already a loser... Can't let others feel tat i'm worse than a loser.... Wat i nid may not come to mi... But i can juz hope tat she will turn ard and love mi once again......
