Can't seems to concentrate....
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I really very lost right now.... Yesterday night din sleep much... Keep thinking of todaywats gonna happen.... I really very depressed... I somehow dunno wat can be done to salvage this situation.... Colleges and boss telling mi wat done cannot be undone... Telling mi we can covered the lost by profit of another job... But tats not wat i wan... I wished everything was not like tat and smoothly with profit earned from my very first project... But....
Eemin, I know u juz wanna mi out of your life... I know u juz wished tat both of us move on... I know its really the end for our relationship.. SOmetimes i juz hope tat there might be even a slight chance of us recoiling... Yesterday i was really waiting and hoping tat u might juz send mi some encouragement be it as a woman who once love mi or as a fren who care.... I really dunno... Dunno wat i shld do now... I lost alot of things... I lost my chance to perform in front of my boss... I lost the profit... And also, I lost you eemin....
