Hope... Memoir....
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After thinking thru these few days, I can't help but still hoping for a chance... EVerything i do.... Everything i said.... Still i juz hope a chance is given... Maybe i dun desreve... Maybe i was given alot of chances before... Is it really too much to ask for another?? Well... Maybe its really too much... After all I din treasure them all last time... The different between mi and the past few months mi is tat now i'm more calm... Maybe cause after so much, i've learn to lossen the string... Cause i finally found something tat can make myself calm... I start to write lyrics to express my feeling for her... Maybe in this way, she might as well understand all more better.... Think this is something meaningful... If one day theres chance tat my song was actually being taken in, den it'll be something tat i done for her... It may ended juz like tat... But this achivement tat i made may as well stay forever.... Till one day, when we were old and look back, i did something meaningful at this point of time... Be it to memoir our love or maybe she might finally soften down by all these.....
This is part of all i've done for her.... I'm actually doing something for her on her birthday... Actually the best idea i hav in mind is to bring her to taiwan or korea.... Cause she wanted to go very much... We were actually thinking of going all along when i'm still serving my NS... But now, dun think we can do it... Sometimes i wonder if i juz goand book the ticket maybe she might juz go... But the Christmas evening already make mi fear of disappointment.... How i wish we can go fo the trips again.... Nvm... I shall juz carry on with wat i'm doing now... Hope she'll like the present....
