Sad... Deepest Consoldence...
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Yesterday night i got a shocking news from her dad... There's this cousin of her whom we were quite close and quite dote on... He's juz 11 yrs old and was diagnosed with brain tumour juz late last yr... He passed away yesterday afternoon... When i heard the news, i was shocked and speechless for a moment... Its was really sad to see such a bright and young kid to leave us... Although me and her already broke up, but still i feel the sadness and sorrow tat came up from my heart at that moment... Was planning to rush to his cremation just a few mins ago but called her father and know tat i wun be able to rush for tat... Tat makes mi even more sad... His departure make mi understand yet again... Life is full of regrets and unexpected things... When something or someone is still ard, we din spend enuff time to treasure the time spent together... When Things happened, den we tends to regret more and more for not having to treasure... If we could juz go back in time, maybe there wunbe anymore sorrows and regrets in life.... Be it family ties, relationship or friendship, all are things we took for granted and not ever spend time to appreciate wats ard us till we lose them all.... I wished very much to be there to console his parents and also eemin herself.. I wished i could do anything to help out.. Be it consoling or helping out in any matter.. But i'm now not at all related to be doing tat... I can only pray over here hoping he'll rest in peace... And hoping his parents could walk out of this sorrow soon... And hope eemin will also be able to walk out of it soon... Cause tears rolling down as sadness filled my heart when i think of him, his parents and eemin too.... Deepest consoldence to Zheng Han.... May you rest in peace....
