Really very depressed....
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Juz reach home from outside... Really sick and tired of my life now.. Everyday i
juz can't stop my mind from thinking of it... i really
juz hope it'll end...
Ppl keep telling mi tat it takes 2 hand to clap... I know!! But the i really
juz can't let go at all...everyday i
juz keep thinking...everyday
i'll juz keep crying... I wish i could do anything...
Juz anything tat can really let mi be back to the time when
i'm so happy and blissed... Why all these things happened... Why din i do anything to save mi from this hell... Why am i not given another chance... Why thing can't be back... All these why i can't get an ans... All i ask for is another chance to love and treasure u more than i did in the past... I'll do anything in exchange for that chance.. But now its
juz simply no chance for mi at all...
Juz like
theres no more meaning in life for mi.... My life is
nv complete without u... Its
nv fulfill without u... Its not a life without u at all do u know?? I dun even know if u know that
theres this blog... I dun even know if u read this blog at all... Why dun we
juz give each other another chance... Why dun we
juz work it out to build a better and happier future in our life... Do u even still love mi???
I found out something today... Even though it may be
juz another assumption, but this assumption is really killing mi slowly... The thought of u being with another guy appear and although its
juz another stupid thinking of mine... but i
juz can't
swallow it down... I know i'm not the best bf and guy in this whole world... but i know myself tat i love u more than anyone else in this whole wide world... To u, loving u doesn't mean anything to u now... U might be thinking tat loving u but cause u pain at the same time... But to mi, other than loving u i juz dunnno wat i can do.... The thing is, i really need u in my life... DEar... If really did read this blog, can u juz come back to mi?? If u dun love mi anymore, den maybe i'll juz hav to really carry on with my life without any other reason at all... But if u love mi still, could u pls can take mi out of this living hell asap? I really dun wish to even stay here for even more than a min... Complete my life one more time.. Pls....PS : Dear... Why dun we go on a holiday to bring us back together? Let us go to somewhere to take out wats in our heart and stay together forever?? I really love u till the very end.... I Need u to complete my life once more.... 
