Insomia!!!
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Another sleepless night... Dunno why am i like tat now... I juz realised tat the easiest thing to other ppl like sleeping can be a tough matter for mi now.... Whenever the sky turns black and the noise of surrounding quiet down, The mind start thinking, running thru all the past event tat i been thru with you. The heart start to ache and as the mind run thru, the more and more the pain and ache i can feel.... Lonely nights and restless day filled my life right now...
I wish very much to be strong and go thru all the unhappiness, but in the end i'm juz anoother coward and useless guy... This kind of life is not something i expected all along.. This current life is not wat i picture in the past... Its shld be me working thru the day and reaching home in the evening, welcome home by happiness face of the woman i love the most... Tat future was not in place anymore...
If praying helps i'll do it... If working hard helps i'll do it too... If anything i do helps to bring tat future back, i'll definately do it... All are juz dreams tat will only come true if i can get to sleep... Typing now in front of the com is the lonliness, depress, unhappiness, aimless and lost guy u might ever see...
Loving u make mi complete. Leaving you make mi incomplete but complete u....
This is wat you wished.. I choose to give up to release u from suffering...
But i take the suffering to hold on to the day to be back to wat we used to be...
PS : I Love You.... I Miss You.... I Need You.....
