Came back from AH.... Its really painful... The wound bleeding wun stop sia.... Dunno nid how long for it to stop... Body really cannot take it liao.... 3 days and i only slept less than 8 hrs.... Abit feeling i'm gonna faint at any point of time....

I was so afraid when i was at AH this morning... Cause i knew it'll be so painful... So in the end i pick up the phone sms and called her... Not to say, theres no reply and of course no pick up... fren tell mi to give it up already, but giving her up will be mi giving my life up also... i really can't do it... So i can juz bite my own lips and hold on to the hope tat is not there at all... I can juz keep the suffering by meself and carry on waitiging for the day to arrived... The day tat she'll come back.... I may be a fool doing all these to myself.. But to mi, its something keeping my life going on... Thanks for all ur concerns, frenzs.....


PS : I dunno wat can be done and dunno when all these suffering will end.... I juz hope no matter how long i suffer, you'll be waiting for mi at the end of all these.... I love you...